I dropped my fuckin’ cellphone and totally ruined the screen so it’s like toast. $200.00 phone gone and haven’t even had the fucking thing a year yet. I’m back to using my back up back up. I swear I break every phone I get. Getting a new one; a Krzr that takes better pics and video. So new candid cell pics & video coming to my members area real soon.
So pissed because I love my other phone it had some many nifty little features on it. I love gadgets.

Speaking of breaking new fucking cock bag of a fucking DVD player I bought at Christmas time is broken. I think anyway. I put Very Bad Things in and watch a few minutes of it and turned it off to see what I had auto tuned on TV. Later I turned it back on to watch who knows what because I can’t fucking recall but anyway the fucking audio isn’t working. I haven’t checked cords and whatnot because I was so irritated and just pissed off I shut it off and didn’t look. Will report back with my findings if any.

Everyone at my place is getting the flu again. A different type of flu. Sore throat & 102 degree fever kinda flu. Yay so excited. Can’t wait to get it. I’m always the last to get it.

Was going to go to the bowling alley for a few hours and get half cocked but everyone started coming down sick here so that plan was nixed. Ans next weekend I’m doing the movies.

Next Friday Friday The 13th comes out so I’ll be going to the dollar store to stock up on all of my favorite snacks and candy. I rather pay $1.00 for each instead of $5.00 each. I’m cheap like that.

I will try to get some cell phone pics & video of me for the members area from my best friend’s phone in the theater.

I felt an urge to get drunk Wednesday. Always a Wednesday for me for some reason. It’s totally not planned it just happens that way. Like Gucci Mane says Make a Friday out a Wednesday. Anyway I text my nephew up to come chill and get drunk with me and well it was all weird but some dumb bullshit went down as usual with us. We fight like every few weeks. I delete him from my Myspace & don’t talk to him for 3 weeks.He gives me the silent treatment. It’s a ritual for us. This time takes the cake though. I geeked out for a bit but was determined not to let anyone spoil my good time getting wasted.

So like I take a walk to go get an 18 rack of Budweiser in like -10 degree weather. Snot froze up in my nasal passages instantly. Instant frozen boogers. Yum! Good thing I had a few beers before the walk or it would’ve felt way colder.

I’m getting drunk with my best friend chillin’ listening to tunes. We were rocking a bunch of older stuff 80′s & 90′s like Duran Duran, David Lee Roth. I’m fuckin’ knocking the beers back like water and I’m getting drunk and more drunk I pick up one of the speakers on a pedestal to use as a mic (Yeah I do dorky stupid shit like that when I’m drunk. Which is good. Rather be dorky than a beligerent dick sucking cock bag like I usually am these days when I get drunk.) Anyway I totally wind up fucking up all four speakers I think I blew them all and not in a good way. I was pretty lit up so I didn’t put much effort forth into resolving the issue if it was at all resolvable.

I swear everything I touch I break. I have a $2,500 diamond & emerald bracelet that my (expletitive deleted) mother and my dad got me when I was like 16 or 17 and I broke that a long ass time ago. They had it custom made for me because I have a thick wrist and I broke it. Took that fucker to the jewelry store because I wanted to wear it again someday lol and told me it would cost at least $1,000 to fix it. Rusty cunt bucket! Fuuuck!

I do some pretty retarded & crazy shit when I’m drunk like smashing beer bottles with a hammer. Like at least a dozen of them. Seemed like a good idea at the time. I had my man slippers on (long story) and a sliver went right through them and cut my foot. I laughed about it but it hurt like hell the next day. Fucking retard.

We celebrated my late husband’s 37th birthday singing happy birthday and nice yummy cake, ice cream & wrote messages on balloons to our loved ones who passed away. Depressing but just because they’re gone no matter how long doesn’t mean we forget. You NEVER forget and I feel it’s important that we remember them no matter how many days, months or years go by. NEVER FORGET. My brother’s birthday just passed by too in January. I miss my big brother. I can’t believe he’s been gone for seventeen years.

The cast of Entourage starts filming again March 10th. I am seriously going through withdrawal. With Dramas dickbag antics and Ari Gold’s douchbaggery I can’t get enough. They’ve got at least two more seasons then after that I think they will wrap it up. I can’t get enough of Jeremy Piven in them tight ass suits with his bulging crotch winking me right in the face. I have a fetish with crotches. I always look to see how big a guys package is. For instance I was watching Nothing To Lose with Tim Robbins late last night and he was wearing a suit and I swear that big motherfucker is packing a foot long. He’s a great actor and an attractive guy. I like his voice, that he’s super tall. I think he’s like 6’6″ and now that I’ve discovered he’s got a huge winkie. My my my. LOL Now I know why Susan Sarandon is with him. She’s definately got great taste in men. Chris Sarandon was a looker back in the day as well. Remember him in Fright Night? I sure do. Yum! Not so yummy anymore though.

I’m thinking of getting a kitten or a puppy. Most likely a cat for now. Still really thinking it out because I’ve got pet allergies and also want to make sure I have time for it. I even thought of getting a ferret. I used to have the best ferret ever. I have her ashes on top of my TV in my bedroom next to my husband’s.
I will most likely get a ferret. Will probably get a female. What should I name her? Gimmie some suggestions.

I am going to be buying a Wii here shortly. Hve to get a new HD video camera first which is priority then after that the Wii. I want a Wii so bad but they are hard to come by. I actually found one for my nephew once at KMart by pure luck. At that time they had another one and asked me if I wanted it but I declined because I wasn’t that interested in it until we took his home and played with his. Shit is soo addicting. I kicked everyone’s ass in boxing & fishing and just about everything else. Baseball is fun as well but bowling is my favorite. They have fucking light sabers! LIGHT SABERS! I can’t wait to get it and play. They even have Storm Trooper voice changing helmets and all that good shit. I’ve added a bunch of games to my Amazon wish list. Nintendo needs to start whipping these fuckers out because I want one. Like yesterday. If someone buys me a Wii I will give you a 1 year membership to www.MissMinaBBW.com and a 30 minute cam show.  Contact me here if you want to take me up on my offer.

I attended a friends birthday party last Friday. I got an 18 rack & a 12 rack of Budweiser between me and my best friend. I was buzzing by the time I got to the party and as soon as I walked in everyone was happy to see me. They wasted no time in dragging me over for some really big shots of E&J. After the shots everything was a blur. I had a really good time. One guy there was so fucked up he just collapsed like a deck of cards and smashed his face in the door frame and his nose was bleeding. I couldn’t help but laugh. We ll do some fucked up and embarrassing shit when we’re drinking at one time or another. 

Everyone was starting to leave and the remaining people and myself decided to take the party back to my place. We finished off the E&J, took pics and listened to music. My friends cousin passed out on my dining room table. Another guy broke my friends digital camera. She got pissed and left.  All in all though a good time was had by all I would say.

I went back to my friends house and tried waking my boy up but he wouldn’t wake up. I drug him out of bed by the back of his shirt and put him on the floor. My other friend was taking pictures of the whole incident which I have yet to see. When I do they will be on my MySpace page for sure with the rest of he party pics. He wouldn’t wake up so I was kind enough to pick him back up by his shirt and place him back in bed. Light weight. LOL

Me and my best friend came back home and drank some more beers because one by one everyone fell out. I’m always the last one awake partying by myself. I had some more beers and listened to some Gucci Mane, made myself a couple of fish sandwiches and passed the fuck out on the sofa. I accomplished the mission of finishing off a 30 rack of beer. Yay me!

 I woke up with a lump and a big bruise on my head. No idea or recollection as to how the fuck it got there. My index finger was fucked. There was a blood blister on my finger tip and the whole finger was bruise and swollen. I thought for sure I broke it. It’s healed for the most part fortunately. Bits and pieces came to me the day after though. Apparently I was swinging a bat around and must’ve smashed my finger. So now when I drink everyone hides the bats and anything that can be used as weapons lol. I get crazy when I drink.

 We have an insane amount of snow on the way. We are getting a Nor Easter and will be getting almost two feet of snow. I have been hoping and wishing for a white Christmas and I’m extremely excited about it. Merry Christmas to me. Thanks for sending me the snow baby. A lot of people don’t like the snow but I do. I like to watch it fall, the look of it, the smell etc. I get so relaxed just watching it. It’s beautiful and peaceful. t also brings back a lot of good memories for me of people that are near and dear to my heart.

I am done my shopping and only have to go to the store for a few things for baking and dinner. Speaking of baking I have a lot to bake. My best friend and I are making pumpkin bread, oatmeal cookies, chocolate chip cookies, cheesecake, lemon bars, chrusciki, jello cake, cake with vanilla frosting, cranberry bread, macaroons, rice krispie treats and more goodies.

My tree is up, lights, decorations, snow is coming. I couldn’t be more excited, happy and grateful.

I have two custom videos to complete by Christmas and I am taking off for holiday vacation until December 27, 2008. I will still be booking private cam shows and will do a live weekly members cam show.Updates will be up as scheduled every 2 to 3 days.